Abt to slp but a sudden avalanche of totts

Just today I realize it's almost 1yr ago tt I went to KL with my buddy. I was telling him "hey it's sep... " that hit me hard in the face again tt time flies!! Phew.. Guess tt wats trigger my mountain of totts once Again before I get to slp and the sudden urge to write this down somewhere. Im missing something .. Some one.. Or perhaps I miss being HAPPY. Period. As we get older, our Burden get heavier.. :( and I've not even hit the stage of setting up my own family! I must have commit sins in my previous life. Now I have 3 big prob.. Renovating my old house, get a car, go study.. All abt money and stress .. WTF And a unhappy work environment.

wasting my time away

life is short.. plently of stuff to look forward to.. but yet i feel i wasting my time away.. wasting my life.. :(

y? cos i not achieving anything.. i'm not creating anything interesting in life.. i not doing any freaking thing! just living day by day.. hoping for things to happen..

life is short.. and i really hope i'll ahve a more enriching life style..

to my buddy : dun torture urself... life is short rem?? :)

its been awhile...

hi ppl.. i stopped blogging for some time liao.. many things happened this period.. like a whirwind just scoop past my life.. reaping my soul out and placing it back..

cheeze...i'm glad to be back to where i am here.. but till healing the big wound which i have. yet again, i tott i have forget and forgive.. still it hurts when memories of the past hit u out of no where!

6mths past.. time flies again.. ya yet again, i find myself lost in time.. 2010.. gone in a flash .. i think tts the way it will be.

i just think of the past only. its so sweet. yet it hurts.. booooooo

finally.. all doubts clear and only the truth remain

its a long struggle.. 3 yrs long.. what the hell did god sent to me.. a devil in disguise.

finally through 1 "so call" kind hearted person who still bother to care for a totally non-related person.. have i unearth the truth which keep bothering me..

since day 1, the myth which i heard is actually the truth but stupid me refuse to accept and believe in lies.. the saying goes, if u lie about 1 thing, u need 10 lies to cover this 1 lie. wat about 3 yrs of lies and betrayal?? i wun dare to open the can full of worms to even count it...

i'm glad i know the truth about the evil woman but i'm actually deeply sadden too..by her false devotion, false declaration, false commitment.. truely, its one the most unhappiness moment in my life...

time will heal the wound, but the scar...

a brand new yr..

its 2010!! new start... i'm a happy man now! :)