Abt to slp but a sudden avalanche of totts

Just today I realize it's almost 1yr ago tt I went to KL with my buddy. I was telling him "hey it's sep... " that hit me hard in the face again tt time flies!! Phew.. Guess tt wats trigger my mountain of totts once Again before I get to slp and the sudden urge to write this down somewhere. Im missing something .. Some one.. Or perhaps I miss being HAPPY. Period. As we get older, our Burden get heavier.. :( and I've not even hit the stage of setting up my own family! I must have commit sins in my previous life. Now I have 3 big prob.. Renovating my old house, get a car, go study.. All abt money and stress .. WTF And a unhappy work environment.